Okay it felt so weird to just type that and I'm in such disbelief right now that I don't know what to think. This was the month I didn't give my 100%, the month where the only thing I did was take my herbs, do acupuncture and that's it. I didn't keep track of my cycle aside from knowing the first day of my last period. I was sick with a cold for two weeks. I had a glass of wine here and there I had coffee here and there and what do you know . . . I'm pregnant!
So it all began Monday evening when I came home, I knew AF was due around the corner and decided to look up my cycle day. 32, technically when my cycles were punctual I was a day late, but lately my cycles varied 34-37 daysish. I wasn't going to test but of course curiosity got the best of me. I did it, and what do you know the test looked just like the one I took it July, it was light. So as happy as I was inside I didn't let it show because my first thought was here I go again. I took another one before bed and it was the same. I woke up hardly didn't sleep the night because I was so anxious. I took another one and there it was the second line still light but still there.
That was Tuesday morning. I decided I would test the next morning and if I still saw the line or it was darker then I would call the doctor for a blood test. 9:30 a.m. Tuesday morning I'm dialing the doctor's office. Ohhhkay obviously I couldn't wait. I honestly couldn't wait. No signs of AF no symptoms nothing. The office called me in the afternoon and I went in to do my blood test yesterday afternoon.
The nurse said she would call me today with the results. I waited alllllll day long! It was 4:40 work was over I was in the car with DH complaining to him that I couldn't believe they wouldn't call me and leave me hanging like this and then my phone rings . . . . It was the nurse.
Nurse: I have your test results but the doctor wasn't in today to sign off on them but I'm just going to tell you anyway . . . . (me holding my breath). . . . . let's see here . . . . . well you're definitely pregnant. Your Beta is 175 which means it's still early but we also tested you for progesterone and your number is beautiful at 21. (My mouth drops open in disbelief).
I still can't get over it. I feel weird. I'm so excited but at the same time I tell myself to calm down, I know it's very early but then at the same time I tell myself I don't care I deserve to be as happy as a clam. So right now I'm somewhere in the middle.
AHHHHHH! I go in for another blood test tomorrow so I think I'll feel better once I get those results. Wish me luck and please please pray for me!
9 comments:
WoW!!!! That was totally not what I was expecting to read, but I am so, so happy for you, congratulations!!! And yes, you deserve to be happy, so enjoy it! :)
Congratulations! What a wonderful surprise for you!!! Hope the next numbers come back great! xx
Congrats!!!! Ive been reading a lot blogs and everyone seems to be falling pregnant lately.. I hope the luck flys over my way!! hehe. How exciting!! xx
I am so happy for you, Cyndi! I'm rooting for doubling numbers!! Congratulations!
This is great news! Congratulations!
Omg omg omg omg!!!!! Ok one more.... Omg!!!!!
I'm sooooooo happy for u Cyndi!!! I knew things were going to look up for u! What a wonderful surprise!! I can't wait to hear more more more!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!! Big virtual hug to u my dear!
Ps. That green salsa recipe looks amazing!!!!
YESSSSSSS!!!!!!! I am about to cry here. I have been waiting for this wonderful news and I knew that with all you have done to become healthy and get your body 'normal', that this had to happen for you. AND WITHOUT DRUGS!
You have made my day! Congrats - I can't wait to hear more results!
Thank you all so much for the well wishes! Keep your fingers crossed for me in the days ahead!
Alissa-I know, can you believe it! It worked!
Congrats!! I'm in the same boat! The month before starting treatments again, nothing but acupuncture, chinese herbs, and eating saturated fats, and Poof! I'm looking forward to following your pregnancy. :)
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