Day 20 and possibly nothing . . .

Why?           
What is going on . . . I wish I knew. My temps don't show any sign of ovulation and I'm already on day 20, super late! All my OPK's have been negative as well. It seems that this is the first time I won't ovulate, so weird. I haven't had EWCM or any other sign.

I think my body may be in shock with all of the recent (I thought gradual) changes I've made.  I'm sure the exercising is throwing it for a loop. With that in mind I don't think anything is happening this cycle. My previous attitude would have said that sucks!

Today I just feel fine with it. I figure my body is getting itself where it  needs to be I can handle  it . . . I think.

Staying positive has really helped. I was feeling slumpy yesterday after work. Instead of coming home and doing our regular routine and going for a run we decided to go to the zoo (we're members) and get our workout done there.

Best idea ever! The weather was perfect, and the animals made for some great scenery. Got three miles in and had tons of fun doing it. This morning woke up early after temping and took our dogs out to the beach for a nice long walk. They're nice and tired!

I have to say that I can't complain about anything. Sure it's a bummer that my cycle is not working for me this time but I still feel so good, which proves to me that what I've chosen to do was the right thing.  I'm glad because the last thing I wanted to feel was regret for not taking clomid.

I want to thank all of you for your comments and am so happy that my positiveness is spreading! Get out there and move people! My parents actually started going out to exercise together too and I'm so happy I was able to inspire them. This change is not only affecting me but the people around me too!

I was watching TV this morning and heard this quote, "You must give up the life you planned in order to live the life that is waiting for you." That hit me profoundly because I think I may have finally started to do that, and with this decision good things will come.

3 comments:

Diana said...

I love this quote :) I'm so glad youre staying positive and keepin up with your work outs. I actually started going for walks because you inspired me. It feels good to just walk and clear your mind :)
I think maybe with your exercise changes, your body is reacting slower to the ovulation cycles.. Maybe??

Hang in there with the positivity girlfriend! Hope you're enjoying your weekend.

Maria said...

Your attitude rocks!!
So crazy, my friend literally just sent me that quote last night and I love it!
Hope the rest of your weekend is just as nice!
Thinking positive thoughts :)
Maria

Cyndi said...

Maria - Isn't it weird when something stands out to you and it suddenly shows up everywhere! Weird!

Diana - I definitely think my body is refitting itself or something (at least I hope so). We'll see what happens in the next couple of days.

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